HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

SO.... I've been still seeing this guy, my room mate's ex-boyfriend. She still doesn't know, and we still are sneaking around. However, it's gotten a little more easy and a little harder at the same time. I've stayed at his house every night and my room mate keeps asking if I'm staying at our apartment or at "Drew's". Drew is the nickname/codename that me and my tw other room mates have decided to use when talking about him in front of Ra (his ex). I told him on last week about having herpes, and he took it really well. I then got an outbreak on Friday, and we haven't been able to have sex for a week. Which is kind of a mixed blessing. It sucks that we haven't been able to, but we've been hanging out every night and not doing anything physical and still enjoying each other and wanting to spend time together and see each other all the time. So we have been able to see that we're actually enjoying each other's company and really like each other. I had that moment last night where I was sitting next to him and looking at him, and specific parts of him, like his hands, and his eyes, and the little curls in his hair, and I was just thinking about how much I really like him and love spending time with him, even though I'm spending alot of money on new underwear and drugs, and never sleeping cuz I'm up with him every night.
Monday night was interesting...I went over there for Monday Night Football, and we didnt have class on Tuesday. That was a mess. Everybody was just ripped. At the end of the night, all the guys there were girating on each other in a big pile-up, and then he just disappeared downstairs. I went to go find him and he was getting into bed, all snuggled up, ready to go to sleep. Soooooooooo cuuuuuuute! Over break, it's gonna suck, cuz he will be up here and I'll be down in the cities. :( :( :(
I'll work something out. I need to. Our break is only three weeks long, at least. Maybe we can go to his parents house for the night occassionally, since we can't stay at my parents. LAME. whatever, it happens.
Anyway, I'm need to get on my math homework, so I don't fail the class, AGAIN. that would suck soooo bad.
Before I do though...
I love the way he smiles, and his eyes just light up.
I love the way he holds me, and wraps his arm around me when we sleep.
He doesn't care when I steal the covers.
He stands up for me.
I love the way he cares about learning about what is going on with me, and is willing to accept it and deal with it as a part of life. Even after only seeing each for a little less than a week.
I love the way that he kisses me, and does it super gently.
I crack up when he gets drunk and kisses me all over my face, so quickly.
Ok, I'm done now. I'll move along. Peace to y'all.