MEA

Sunday, October 19, 2008
MEA
So this weekend I was camping with the fam fam. It was sooooo nice to just get away from city and school and work and life and just RELAX. I wish I had longer up there, and some time and weather to go down the river. It kinda made me realize that maybe I need a slower paced life. Like maybe I should live in a town that is a little bit outside the rural area and is just chilled out. Like Anoke maybe. And I wanna be able to have a place of my own to get away when I'm older. Also, campfires are my favorite :)

My drive back today was really nice, and for the first time in four years, I actually enjoyed driving. I was relaxed, for the most part, and was able to just listen to music and drive. Not worry about if my head was heavy, or if the light was weird, or if the sun was shining too bright. It was amazing.

I realized this weekend what kinda guy I want to marry. And why I can't ever find one. Well, part of the reason why I can't find one. If I partied, or went to school functions, or wasn't so picky, it would be soooo much easier. Fuck. Oh well.

I really like my family, and I'm thankful for them. I look at other families and theyre not the same and I know the kids are gonna grow up differently because of it. I'm glad I grew up how and where I did.
I guess for now, that's all I really have. I have a lot going through my head, but that's a small snippet of all of it. So for now, good night!